random thought's

 FINALLY GOT THE KID'S INTO BED MUCH MORE WORK NOW THAT I HAVE NOT ONLY ONE CHILD GOING BACK TO SCHOOL BUT TWO I JUST HOPE THEY HAVE A GREAT YEAR OF LEARNING MAKING FRIENDS AND BEING HAPPY. THEY GROW SO FAST  AND IM STILL STUCK IN THE PAST WHEN I JUST HAD MY SON JADE, HE WAS THE REASON I STAYED HOME INSTEAD OF WORKING I WASNT AROUND MUCH WHEN I HAD MY DAUGHTER CAUSE I WAS ALWAYS WORKING SO I FELT LIKE I MISSED SO MUCH OF HER GROWING UP GUESS THAT'S THE REASON WHY KID'S  BECOME SO WILD! WHEN THERE PARENTS  ARE WORKING SO MUCH THEY ARENT AROUND A LOT AT HOME  TO BE THERE WITH  THE FAMILY  KID'S NEED THAT ATTENTION SPECIALEY AT A YOUNG AGE. NOW THAT I BEEN HOME GOING ON FIVE YEARS  "YA I KNOW " IT WASN'T SUPPOSE TO BE THAT LONG BUT IT HAPPENED AFTER I HAD MY THIRD SON JAYREN HE IS TWO NOW  IM LOOKING FOR WORK AGAIN TRYING TO GET BACK TO DO WHAT I NEED TO DO FOR THE FAMILY  SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE I JUST WASTED TIME BEING HOME CAUSE IT DOESNT PAY THE BILLS I COULD OF BEEN OUT MAKING MONEY! NOW THAT IT'S ALMOST THE END OF THE YEAR THIS IS THE TIME WERE IT GET'S KINDA RUFF FOR US. "GOTTA HAVE BAD DAY'S IN ORDER TO KNOW WHAT A GOOD DAY FEEL'S LIKE" OVER ALL THIS YEAR WAS VERY GOOD TO US CANT COMPLAIN TO MUCH ABOUT THAT I JUST PRAY FOR MUCH MORE BETTER DAY'S TO COME!